3.30.2010

Lagnat at Beer

Sobrang sakit ng ulo ko. Sabi nila, pagiisip daw ito. Ayoko ng magisip kung ganon. Masyadong stressful, masyadong EFFORTFUL di naman fruitful.(bwahahahha) May lagnat ako for three consecutive days. Sobrang sakit ng ulo ko, I was chilling all night and day and I easily get tired. Sa sobrang talino ko, naniwala pa ako sa mga kasama ko na beer daw ang sagot sa lagnat ko. See? Nag-iisip pa ako nyan ha! Tatlong araw akong lampa at walang silbi. Opo, three days akong unproductive. Kaya magsusulat na lang ako ng mga kababawan ngayon. Kababawan at hinanakit sa mga taong wala naman talagang bearing sa life ko pero gusto ko lang gawan ng issue.


1.Sa Taong ayaw ko kahit wala naman talagang ginagawa sa akin:
- Wag mo nang subukang halikan ang pwet ko. Galit ako sayo at di na magbabago yun. Di ko alam kung ano at bakit ayaw na ayaw ko sa pagmumukha mo basta ang alam ko ayoko lang talaga.

2.Sa taong dapat kong kalimutan:
- Bigyan mo ko ng konti lang namang panahon na maunawaan kung gaano kahirap at kalaki ng epekto sa buhay ko ang tangalin ka sa listahan ng mga taong mahalaga sa akin. Sa iilang beses na magkasama tayo, OO! Napatawa at napasaya mo ako. Sana lang naman makaramdan ako ng konting pagdududa at panghihinayang na di kana ganon ka halaga sa akin. Sana lang naman, di ako ganito ka sigurado na di nga kita kailangan.

3.Para kay P. A. at mga kasapi niya:
- Kung nagkatawang tao si Satanas, malamang ikaw yun. Medyo sigurado na ako na ikaw nga ang anak ng Dyablo na nag anyong tao para maghasik ng lagim sa sangkatauhan. Ang hilig mong angkinin ang paruri pero ayaw mong tangapin ang critisismo. Sa dami ng ginagawa mo, di mo napapansin na wala kang ginagawa. Wag kang mag alala, di ko ipapakita sa iyo ang anyong Lucifer ko dahil kung nagka ganon wala na tayong pinag iba.

4.Para sa kanya:
- May mga bagay na ang gara subukan. Parang pagsakay sa SEA DRAGON ng MARYROSE, ang sarap panoorin pero nakakahilo pag actual na andun kana sa ride. Yung tipong gusto mo lang subukan kahit alam mo nakakatakot. Gusto mong alamin ang feeling na naka upo ka sa lugar kung saan ang daming sumisigaw at tumatawa. Yung tipong gusto mo nang ipatigil ang ride pero ayaw mong sabihin ng malakas kasi akala mo kaya mo pa at bago mo pa naibulalas na ayaw mo na nga, naunahan kana ng operator. “Your 5 minute fun ride is up”. FUN nga ba siya? Hindi ba nasayang ang panahon mo? Yang ang mga tanong na ayaw mong sagutin kasi ayaw mong malaman ang sagot. Alam ko, kasi ayaw ko ring malaman yan sa ngayon.

3.20.2010

GRAND ESSENTIALS of happiness

The Grand essentials of happiness are: something to do, something to love, and something to hope for.
Allan K. Chalmers

Here is my answer to those who are questioning my smile. I think I have all the GRAND ESSENTIALS of happiness. I couldn't ask for more in this life and if given a chance to do things all over again, I would still choose to live the life I am living right now (plus a little addition).

Heto ang mga dahilan kung balik maaliwalas ang ngiti ng inyong abang lingkod:


SOMETHING TO DO:

Sa dami ng dapat at pwede kong gawin, di nakapagtatakang masaya ako. Minsang nga lang nagiging dahilan siya for me to feel otherwise but still it gives me a reason to wake up early and sleep late. So, being busy is not a bad idea after all. With my job, friends to keep up with, up coming schooling and a family to take care off, I have my hands full. But they are the reason for my living and being. Masaya ako na may ginagawa ako for the people I care the most.

Sa isang interview:

Panel: What can you do for the community?
Me: Love the people around me. My family and friends.
Panel: Could you please explain.
Me: I think it is more noble to love the people around you than to embrace the whole world. Taking care of them is SOMETHING I should do. If I can't show my care and love to those who made me who I am now, I think I wouldn't be able to do it to the whole world.
Panel: The award goes to you! (lol)


SOMETHING TO LOVE:

Di kailangan romantic ang usapan pag love ang topic. Minsan okay na tayo sa tawa with family, kulitan with friends, biruan with your team, idle times sa work, food trip, movie marathon. Pero OPO, masaya ako na may bonus ako sa buhay. Di kailangang kapantay nang expectation mo ang pagmamahal na natatangap mo, at least may dahilan para tumawa ka mag isa, ang ngumiti sa simpleng text message at pangungumusta. Tama na yun para sa akin. Tama na ang isang IKAW.


SOMETHING TO HOPE FOR:

Marami akong gustong gawin, marami akong gustong tapusin. Sa dami ng dapat at hindi dapat para sa akin nalilito pa ako kung ano ang next move. Nagiisip ako kung dapat ba, kelan ba at kung tama ba. Sa ngayon, masaya ako kasi alam ko may pupuntahan ang lahat ng ito.

3.12.2010

Wala Lang

Minsang pag wala kang magawa sa buhay...
Trip mo lang kunan ng litrato lahat ng bagay...
Gusto mo bigyan ng halaga lahat ng pwede mong bigyan ng halaga...
Lahat may quotes...
Lahat may meaning...
Kahit simpleng bato nagkakabuhay...
Kahit simpleng tula parang sobrang profound na ng meaning...
Kahit twinkle-twinkle lang may puso at diwa na...

Di ko alam kung bakit parang high ako sa drugs this past few days...
For no particular reason... masaya ako...
Pagod man at medyo puyat...
Di matatagong medyo iba na ligaw ng bituka ko...
Am I just excited to go back to school?
or Am I just happy to have finally made a decision about the career path I would like to take?
I don't know... basta alam ko OKAY ako...
Di ko kailangang malaman ang ibang bagay...
OKAY na ako sa ganito ka simple lang...

Note:

Alam ko walang kinalaman ang picture sa taas sa entry na ito. Yan kasi ang bagong profile picture ko sa facebook. Wala ring kinalaman ang quote sa picture to the picture itself. Basta parang wala lang talaga.

"Do you know that "wala lang" is a subconscious way of saying I LOVE YOU? Do you know why I am telling you this? WALA LANG" -----(whahahahah... soooo 2nd year high school)

To Jinkie and all the Pink house Complications

You have the ability to lure people with your tempting smile and charisma. You know you are smart, sexy, rich and beautiful (I am being paid to say this) but you lack the ability to choose the right kind of relationship to step into. You have this innate magnet for the wrong people at the wrong place and time. Everything in you is so aligned but when it comes to matters of the heart you often fail to see logic.

Falling and wishing you never did is a cycle in your system. You jump into every relationship and wish you never did. Every time you fall, you fall literally and every time it happens you hurt your ass and still ask for more. I say you are sadistic. You like hurting your self every time you see an opportunity. You walk into a blank wall and bump your head right into the dashboard that is supposed to protect you from getting another bruise. Stupid as it may seem, you like scratching the wound to make it bleed one more time and when it starts to bleed you panic. But after all has been said and done you start all over again.

You want a piece of me?

- Love yourself. It is not so difficult to ask.
- Live an uncomplicated life. You need thrill once in a while but it doesn't make sense if you are living a life of fear.
- If a relationship has to be a secret then you shouldn't be on it.
- Live life, love, laugh and be merry. You don't need sorrow to stay alive.


3.10.2010

End of Hiatus

After a long Hiatus I have finally decided to get back to blogging. I know I have not been able to post anything since December of 2009 but I promise to catch up for the lost moments. Just an update.

- I am now working full time for the call center handling a non voice account on social media and Internet marketing. From accounting to call center, how is that for a career change?

- So many things had happened after my last post. Met new people, had new friends, built a new team, been sleeping here and there (literally, just sleeping). It was a roller coaster ride. Short, adventurous and fun but I bowed never to take the same flight again. Not just yet... not sooner.

- I feel so tired and stressed. I feel the need to rant about everything for the sake of ranting about it. I feel like punching someones face till their nose break. I feel like smashing the plates and plastic wares at home. But I feel so tired to do all those things I'd rather sleep.

- New opportunities are coming my way and I have to make a decision fast.

- I might enroll for my Masters this semester. Choosing between MBA Corporate Management (USEP) of Masters in Management (UP Mindanao). What you think?