8.24.2010

Sampung Perasong Ako

The past few days emo ang mga status message ko. Di ko lubos maisip bakit yun lagi naiisip kong ilagay sa facebook. Inaatok ako lagi pag nasa work, gusto ko lagi akong busy but to no avail, lagi akong on relax mode.

I tried reading to get my thoughts up. Mali nga lang ang napili kong book, The Time Traveler's Wife. Mas depressing pa ang book na ito kesa sa pinaka cheesy na pinoy telenovela produced. But since I have started reading the book already, I decided to go through with it any how. I also started scanning the web for fun blogs but I think my depression is at worst case scenario already, one that even 911 could not salvage.

Since bored nanaman ang inyong abang lingkod, naisipan kong magsulat uli. Sa araw na to gusto kong eshare and 10 things about me. Ito seryoso na! Ito ang tipo ng akda which will mark my existence, yung tipong pang classic section ng library. Now let me start.

1. Miss ko na ang boulevard. Ito ang naging bahay ko for the past 24 year of my existence. Di nga lang ako maka-uwi. I always end up at PAG-IBIG where I can sleep all day.

2. Gustong gusto kong kumain ng pizza pero wala na akog enough funds.

3. I really want to watch a movie pero walang time.

4. Every time I feel so depress, I tend to eat a lot and write non-sense like what I am doing now.

5. Nung nasa Dumaguete kami, I craved for chippy with chilly cane vinegar. Bumaba ako ng hotel and bought Red Chippy and Cane vinegar from a nearby store. I tend to get what I want most of the time but the things that matters most slips out of my grip.

6. Miss ko na sila mama, papa, dalawang kuya ko at kapatid kong babae. Halos ilang buwan na rin kasi kaming di nag sasama sa dinner table.

7. I want to go to school already but I am scared that I cannot keep up with the demands and lumabas na mas bobo ako compared to my classmates.

8. I am a little confuse kung saan ba ako pupunta after the effectivity date of my resignation. Actually wala talaga akong plans except to take the CPA review and pass the exam this May. So para sa mga taong may agam-agam kung saan ako lilipat ng work, wala po talaga akong lilipatan, tambay lang.

9. I want to write more often but I can't think of proper things to write about.

10. I am hungry again, maybe related to sa depression ko ulit. As I have mentioned sa number 4.

Sa araw na ito ang daming nangyari... marami pa ang magaganap. Inaasahan kong makakatulog ako ng mahimbing pero I doubt the possibilities. Dami ko pang dapat isipin at sana lang maging okay ang lahat. Gusto kong sipain ang mukha ko para mag ka injury, maglagay ng bawang sa ilalim ng kilikili ko para magka "pakiramdam-lagnat", wag kumain at ma pasma, magka sore eyes, magka chicken pox. Lahat lahat na basta lang mapanatili ko ang aking sarili sa bahay at wag ng lumabas pa. Pero teka, siguro bukas o next week kaya, wag muna ngayon. Kailagan ko pang mag trabaho. Sa ngayon, kontento na ako sa sampung perasong ako.

3 comments:

Enfluential Associate said...

Uuuuyyy di naman ganayan ka dramatic buhay mo nung nandyan kmi ha... asar talo ka sa min but i'm sure u had fun...

Just keep it up... I know u'll reach greater heights... hehehe

Anonymous said...

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-Johnson

aDz said...

@Enfluential Associate: Ganyan talaga ang buhay2 Djan... sometime it makes sense... sometimes it doesn't. Thank you.... :)

@Johnson: Thank you for leaving a comment in my blog. You may contact me through email. It's adz.asnawi@gmail.com.

Thanks again... :)